"Then you've done us all a great service," she said, though there was a certain sobriety in her acknowledgement. More for a bullet evaded than one now resting in their chamber. "He will likely be more familiar with these sort of scenarios. With his experience, we may make some sort of progress."
Thinking of Blue, of course, only made her more somber. His gentleness had been rather inspirational when she was younger, and she almost fears that it could never last in a world like this. Or worse, maybe it had, and the way she's had to change to meet her own circumstances won't measure up. "I've caught flickers at best. Nothing clear or certain, nothing I can zero in on. I may have to disappear for a few days to find somewhere I can properly focus on it."
Nyx had done her part, after all. She'd brought in heavy-hitters of her own. While there's no denying the usefulness Soldier Blue could lend to their cause, Kanaya was already apprehensive about approaching him. She could never force him to join them, and wasn't entirely sure she wanted to give him the burden of such an option. More than anything, she just wanted to see him again, whatever it could mean to the resistance being entirely moot.
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Thinking of Blue, of course, only made her more somber. His gentleness had been rather inspirational when she was younger, and she almost fears that it could never last in a world like this. Or worse, maybe it had, and the way she's had to change to meet her own circumstances won't measure up. "I've caught flickers at best. Nothing clear or certain, nothing I can zero in on. I may have to disappear for a few days to find somewhere I can properly focus on it."
Nyx had done her part, after all. She'd brought in heavy-hitters of her own. While there's no denying the usefulness Soldier Blue could lend to their cause, Kanaya was already apprehensive about approaching him. She could never force him to join them, and wasn't entirely sure she wanted to give him the burden of such an option. More than anything, she just wanted to see him again, whatever it could mean to the resistance being entirely moot.